there was this imaginary boy

   helsingborgsfestivalen 2007, vilket tredagars kalas!
(fyfan vad jag älskar er)


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She said I like just lying on the bed 
Beneath the ceiling with her head upon my pillow
There's nothing else I'd rather do
And I said I'd rather do it on the couch
Or in the kitchen where about
You seem so down child
Like nothing could destroy your world

But I never ever wanted to
You would never ever let me to
I would but you must wait until it gets dark
So what is it that you want me to
I can make it if it's good for you
So play me some from 1954
Before Rock 'n Roll
Yeah, before Rock 'n Roll
Before Rock 'n Roll

Well later she came with flowers in her arm
Said we can do it in the car my brother owns it
The driver seat is made for us
I said I'd rather grab a bite to eat
There is a diner down the street
Let's take it easy
And join this lovely harmony

But I never ever wanted to
You would never ever let me to
I would but you must wait until it gets dark
So what is it that you want me to
I can make it if it's good for you
So play me some from 1954
Before Rock 'n Roll
Yeah, before Rock 'n Roll
Before Rock 'n Roll
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
(La la la la la la la la la la la la)
Before Rock 'n' Roll
yeah, yeah, yeah
(La la la la la la la la la la la la)
Before Rock 'n' Roll
Long before Rock 'n' Roll
Before Rock 'n' Roll

Yeah, yeah, yeah

mando diao, hbg 26/7 2007 <3


such a magnificant life

jobbar nu, denna veckan och nästa. börjar fyra och slutar nio,. nice.
nästa vecka är det festivalen, ho.. fan, det är så kul! alla är så glada :D
mitt liv är så sjukt ointressant just nu, så ni får ha det så bra sålänge! SNART KROATIEN.

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La da da da

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown.
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I forseek the darker half if I stay


I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity
Ahha


I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

La da da da da da

fia


perhaps "fuck off" might be too kind

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Spin me some sad story
sell me some excuse
to help me understand the things you do
'cause the way you treat your lovers
well I just can't relate
well where'd you learn to shoot your gun so straight?

oh baby won't you cry?
show me there are some tears behind your eyes
oh baby won't you cry?
show me there's a hurt behind your eyes

once you had a reason
and once you had a place
you had it all and laid it all to waste
and I know you hate to need us
but why'd you need to hate?
and where'd you learn to shoot without restraint?

oh baby won't you cry?
you cut yourself so let me see you bleed
oh baby won't you cry?
cry for all the things you'll never be

don't you see your father?
don't you feel the love?
don't you see your brother?
don't you feel the love?
well could you be a mother
could you ever find the love?
that you would not place yourself above

oh baby won't you cry?
show me there are some tears behind your eyes
oh baby won't you cry?
why'd you have to kill to feel alive?
why'd you have to kill to feel alive?
why'd you have to kill to feel alive?

Shoot Your Gun

suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

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baz luhrmann - du är en gud!

there is no failure here sweetheart

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idag har jag varit modell, provfotning för något märke. det var riktigt kul!
några bilder finns på elusive.bilddagboken.se (:
efter många timmars fotning så mötte jag maja och charre i staden,
sjukt hungrig så jag tog en kyckling baugett på petter, gott.
sen gick vi i lite affärer, charre köpte en jätte fin klänning inne
på lindex där hittade jag denna röda mössan och maja en rosa golfvante.
då var vi nöjda och cycklade hem. en del av mig vill till skolan om dagarna.
 mina vanliga dagsrutiner och diciplin är som bortblåst. sorgligt..
imorgon ska jag träffa ellen. det var inte igår. ska nog se dreamgirls,
har ju bara sett den tre gånger (;
nu ska jag ladda in bilder och musik på majas usb. efter det ska jag se
 sista avsnittet av kära pride and predjudice, ah så lyckligt.
det blir ju inte sämre av att mr. darcy är cp snygg.

life is absurd. child, live your life the
way you wish to, it's going to be an
uncertain but interesting future.



keep doing that thing you do, it's very you. and i <3 you.



fialottapotta önskar en fortsatt trevlig kväll!

I can't help it baby, this is who I am

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hela helgen har jag jobbat, det känns skönt du efter. men när man
ska upp på morgonen för att vara social, söt och laga god mat är
det inte så jätte frestande. idag har jag lagat mat till min kära familj.
på menyn var det spagetti och köttförssås, la italian way!
efter maten så skulle jag övningsköra med mamma.. hoho.
ja, det går bättre och bättre iallafall. körde hem till charlottis och lämnade
hennes skor. ända från väla, imba fia, imba.
imorgon ska jag vara modell då ja, vi får allt se hur detta ska sluta.
oh! jag har beställt lite saker, ett par "ray ban" på ocshades.com och
två klänningar på nelly.se - feels good!
ni får ha det bra.

   
   
   
 
            
overdue
You're a few years overdue
I spent them waiting here for you
Now your charity's refused
I can name a penance for abuse

Twenty four years overdue
What kind of role model are you?
Very least learn not to do
I think I might be over you

Do hope I won't
Learn to make
The same mistakes
That you would
Make me aware
That only fear
My only hope
Is letting go

anna-fia

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